So I think the world likes to tell me on my birthday that it hates me and loathes my very existence. Because nothing ever goes right. It started out as an alright birthday and just turned bad. Originally we were supposed to go out yesterday but my boyfriend got a little sick so we decided to wait till today. Which kind of bummed me out, I know its silly cause we were still going but I dunno, just had my hopes set on going yesterday. Then I cheered up a bit when I remembered the meteor shower. I'd never seen one before and last night was supposed to be the best Leonid shower in years. Awesome right? Wrong. It was clear all day, no clouds, then around midnight, an hour before the shower starts, it clouds over. And starts to rain. Woo. I didn't get to see a single meteor. Now due to some complications I'd rather not talk about I'm having to spend the money I was going to use to go out and see a movie. So I can't go. All I fucking wanted to do was eat mexican food, see a movie, and watch an annual meteor shower. Is that so fucking hard? SHIT. I FUCKING HATE BIRTHDAYS.

So, this year's birthday hasn't been anything special but that's ok, apparently I have presents waiting for me but nobody wants to mail it to me so I'm gonna have to wait for them to come into town which only happens once every few months. Which makes me want to tell them not to bother. I'm not the most patient and I hate knowing something is waiting for me that I could have but can't. Why would I want to wait like three months for a birthday present? Just send me money, I'll buy something myself. I say that last part because my family is notorious for buying stuff I really just don't like or have no use for. They don't really get my sense of style or interests. They don't get I'd be so much happier if they'd just ask me if there was a game or movie I wanted and they just send me that. Or cash. Or gift cards to game stop, the buckle, or best buy. Or cash. lol My grandma did, me and my boyfriend are probably going to go out to eat and go to the movies. I want mexican food. I loooove Mexican food, I'd eat it like once a week if I could. I wanted to go see Zombieland, but of course, it is no longer showing. Damn it. The only thing good to see is The Men Who Stare at Goats. Which looked hilarious. But still... I really wanted to see Zombieland. Just like the year Nightmare Before Christmas in 3D came out and I wanted to see it so bad but the night me and my friends (only about 2 or 3 of whom showed up, the bastards) went to go see it was the first night they stopped showing it.

In other news, theres a meteor shower tonight and anyone in Asia or North America should be able to see it! Here in NA you should be able to see it between 1 am - dawn, look it up locally to pinpoint a town. I'm going to drive down the road a ways further into the country so me and Jeremy can see it better.

Thats about it, I feel a little down.